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I'm the one who loves you lately

I hope you find
What you're looking for
But just remember where you're form
And who you are

'Cause there's a thousand lights
That'll make you feel brand new
But if you ever lose your way
I'll be right here for you

tied together with a smile, but I'm coming undone

Monday, June 1, 2009/12:20 AM

So I'm new to this and I'm going to get this html'd up still. Time to talk about my day, well, today (well yesterday since I'm writing this at like 12:00 a.m) was Carnival day at school. It was flop, just like last year, so instead of attending and wasting 5 bucks ;), Me and Jayna went to Campion. Arrived there halfway through first so we just loafted around, it was kind of cold though still. Then at second, Nino and Bryan came outside with my uniform! Woo. Then, just chilled in the caf with them. At the end of second, went to the hallway with the girls changerooms and saw my CARDIGAN ♥. So cute. Third, chilled up with Joelle, Laryssa, Johnny, Miguel, Allan, Rhodius and Eka. Me and Joelle left for her house and I took off my clothes underneath because it was all of a suddenly hot outside. Fourth, chilled with Jinot, Christina and Cardigan. I went on a perfect day, ahaha. It was homie Griffin's birthday ♥. Love you homes. Hahaha, I was supposed to decorate his locker but, he gave reasons not to LOL. Fifth, chilled around with Brandon and his friend at Cassie Campbell. Yeah, it was pretty fun. I think I'm going to upload some of the pictures.

Deep thoughts: But hey, I honestly can't find myself thinking these days or just can't stop thinking. Crap, what's up with me? I seem to fall so fast that it's hard to get up. I always think I've found it, I found something great, but you know the saying "all good things come to an end". It's not like I'm over you, but...I don't even know. Does this blog make sense right now? Whatever...you're on my mind 24/7 and lately, it's the reason why I've been stressing. I can't go a minute without knowing where you are, what you're doing. Why can't I just talk to you? It's cause, you just never seem to answer. It's better when we're together, face-to-face, cause I can be myself, but... it's hard. I barely see you. AND THE OTHER YOU, where did you come from? Out of the blue? Out of the rainbow if you ask me. I can't even take you in, who are you, what do you want? Just let me be. Whatever, it's whatever. Things are really killing me on the inside and I think I ~~can~~ CAN'T handle it. If you see me smiling and laughing, remember, looks are deceiving. It's breaking me down. Are you thirsty tonight pillow? 'Cause you'll be drinking my tears. As if I didn't say it once, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GRIFFIN! LOVE YA HOMES.